Friday, January 13, 2012

Doing things that make you happy...

Be strong women!
       I've come to realize that I love what I do.  Everything that I have my hand in, I enjoy.  Except for emptying the dishwasher, I have never really enjoyed or have ever liked doing that task.  
I love helping women becoming strong passionate women by building them up and encouraging.
I love being involved in the theatre and performing on stage.
I love giving hugs, and playing games, and baking with friends staying up till the wee hours of the morning chatting (although the 5 am bedtime this morning was a little rough)
Although no piercings happen at our girls nights, just cupcakes...


My heart has been so overjoyed lately, being able to be in this show, has made my heart so happy, to work with fellow cast members and people I never thought I'd be able to work with again.  To work side by side with such amazing people that are passionate about what they do and believe in pushing for the 'best show on Earth' is such a blessing and a blast.  Not to mention I've lost like 6 pounds in the past two weeks.  
Oh, it feels good to dance again!
We had a girl drop out of the show, and because of that I had to learn most of the entire dance show in 3 days, not to mention back up vocals and a song solo (I wasn't going to be in it because I was in Africa). This was scary at first, but I was welcomed in with open arms, and it's given me a chance to be with those that I love again, and also to be a part of this show that I've been a part of for the past 5 years.  
Pretty soon I'll be helping my mom out at church working with kids again, and I love helping them understand concepts and laughing out loud as we sing the silliest songs.  God works in great and mysterious ways.
I'm in a spot of transition, as many of you know it's a hard place for me to be at.  I don't really know what's coming up, my two plans for the spring fell through (too many people applied and I was too late), and the other had a time overlap, so now I'm living at my parents house with the hubby, and we're making it work as we're all getting used to having each other in the house again. It's really great to be around my family and my parents as after March I will be gone for a long time working at the YMCA Camp this summer (so so excited) and then Jeremy and I will be placed at some Air Force base somewhere in the world.   
Where are my socks?


God always has a plan, but lately although I am crazy nervous about what is or will be happening I feel peace that it will all work out.  I'm thankful for my husband, my friends, and my family.  I think my heart sends out a signal when I'm down, because I've been getting majorly loved on lately, and my heart has been so happy and all this love has just beamed the socks off of me (literally-I can't find any of my socks anywhere).

My dad told me the other day, that if I feel passionate about something, and my heart is in the right spot then I am doing the right thing.  He told me to follow my heart and love God. Thank you dad.  I love my dad so much, so thank you all for accepting the me that I am and am becoming.  
Thanks for giving me wide open hugs though my red glasses, tattoos, shows, and blonde hair.  I've needed the extra love lately, and my heart is overflowing with gratefulness for the love I have received.

Thank you for listening,
Aj

2 comments:

  1. Your words and thoughts are really encouraging!God has been teaching me about faith and apart of me still struggles with "reality" and God's plans especially when I try and explain why my family is moving 26 hrs away from my closest relatives in 4 mo.s!
    I too struggle with consistency in quiet times and wonder how God wants me to handle a husband who likes to snuggle the only time (early morning) i really can get a quiet moment! I've asked him to have quiet time with me so I am praying it is in God's good timing!!!
    Your mom has been an awesome God-given mentor. She is a prayer warrior and I pray I can be the same! She has believed in me when i know everyone else think I am crazy! (Although lately, I don't get that look so much!):P
    Your dad is awesome, too! I feel I can talk to him concerning my family and he understands.
    God bless you and keep you and may His face shine on you and yours!

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  2. Thanks! I'm glad I was able to help a little, yeah reality vs. God's plan. I figure who knows, and I'll just roll with it. :-)

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