D-Day

Tomorrow morning Jeremy leaves.  I don't know what I was expecting to feel the night before. Anxious, nervous, scared out of my mind perhaps.  Yet I feel a strange calm and peace.  I know it's going to be hard, but  Matthew 6:24 says, "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. " I woke up the other day and remembered that it talks in the Bible that God gives us enough grace for one day, we have to depend on him to take care of the rest, and he feeds the birds and the sparrows, because he takes care of them will he not take care of us?

I know that Jeremy will have a hectic time at BASIC, but that he will grow and learn.  I also know that I am going to have an amazing two months.  Despite knowing this, tears still stream down my face randomly, but I know that my heart is sound and at peace; and I feel as though as that is what's important. After all, I am my mother's daughter, crying is like coughing, sometimes it just happens without us(mom or me) knowing what we're crying about. :-)

This morning in church the sermon was about having a hunger after God, and I know that God has prepared my heart for such a time as this, and as one love leaves to go on an adventure, I will fall more in love with the King of the Universe and learn to rely on Him as my leader.
God is good, and he has a plan,
I'm ready to learn and love,
Bring it on.
Aj